Dear Reader, I'm not quite sure what you're reading this for, or maybe what connection you're trying to find from here. My life is that of an abstract painting: Undefinable. The lines are constantly moving, the colours are always changing, the picture itself has no meaning, or does it? Who knows... well I guess the painter would know, but sometimes you don't paint a picture but rather the picture paints you. I'd like to make a pebble effect in this lifetime; change something for the better; inspire those who open their hearts to me, and help them in anyway possible. I just want to be there for anyone that needs me. Some day, far far down the line no doubt, but nevertheless some day, I want to be recognized as an artist, I don't mind if its just to one person or a thousand people, but that's my personal goal. Not too sure what art form I want to do, I'm still experimenting (good part in being so young, I have the time to experiment). I'm pretty sure I'm insane, but really how does one know that? I mean if you're insane and you know that doesn't that mean you're sane enough to tell what you are, and thus not being as insane as you thought you were? Confusing I know, but that's what life is, especially my life, I still don't understand what the hell is going on. I wish I was still in Kindergarten, where finger painting and playing with half chewed up dinosaurs was the most amazing things ever, and teddy grams were real bears just they got cast under some magical spell that turned them into a delicious cracker cookie snack so they could talk to you and still had their own adventures (most of them ending with their heads being bitten off by your table partner). Everything was so simple back then, and well I guess it still is simple now, just we are so caught up in everything we're 'supposed' to be that we don't realize what simplicities it takes to being who you naturally are. Sorry for semi ranting here, I'll finish up now, but just know that everything happens for a reason, and although most of the time it takes quite a lot of energy to find the reason, the reason is there, no matter how drastic the problem may seem. Thank you for reading this (if you made it past the third sentence I applaud you)I hope it didn't take up too much of your time. Love and Light : ) Megan.